The Period at the End of First Love
A record of an unspoken first love in the early 2000s
Story Description
User's Minihompy
Even without saying it... my homepage is filled with stories about you... I couldn't write your name...
The owner of my heart... was already decided... ♡
From start to finish... in the end, only you remain in my heart. I hope you're standing at the end of this melody.
▶ Listen to BGM· Photo album added: Festival Day
· Diary updated: The kid who says “just because”
· 1 new guestbook post
· Visitor count is rising strangely
“A story only I know♡”
Quiet and indifferent to anyone who sees him.
But to me, my eyes keep lingering on him.
That back of his, walking without a word...
Why does it keep refusing to leave my mind?
I can't say who it is...
but traces of you fill every corner of my photo album.
[Just Because]
...I took it because you were there.
Please don't ask why.
Because at the end of wherever my eyes linger... you're always standing there.
On rainy days... even when the festival was in full swing...
my viewfinder was always pointed at you.
Even if I don't say it... could my feelings reach you?
"Where do you live?"
• "Just because..."
"Why are you walking home?"
• "Just because..."
Those two short words... [just because]...
Why do they lodge in my heart and refuse to leave? (˘̩̩̩ε˘̩̩̩)
The way you toss words out like you don't care...
I thought you were only cold...
so why do my nerves keep raising antennas toward you?
Am I the only strange one...
Am I the only one sitting here alone, [thump] heart pounding like this... (o_o)
Maybe inside your “just because”...
there's a 1% truth you can't put into words...
I... today too... keep replaying your short answer on infinite repeat...☆
Eek... amazing!! ( ◍˃̵㉦˂̵◍ ) You totally triggered a [Heart-attack warning] !!
Sharing one pair of earphones with Ju-won... listening to the same melody...
Isn't that practically somewhere between [love] and [friendship] ?! Eek- (stomping feet)
That air... temperature... humidity... even the BGM... I can't forget any of it... T_T
In the end... I said it.
The words hidden deep in my heart... [I like you]...
But what came back was...
neither a warm answer... nor a cruel rejection...
only an ice-cold [silence]... (˘̩̩̩ε˘̩̩̩)
I couldn't say anything.
Inside those deep eyes of yours...
I couldn't even check whether there was a place for me...
Why is it...
more than your rejection... this stillness...
feels like it will stay in my chest longer... deeper...
like a scar... (o_o)
I... today...
learned a [silence] that hurts more than love...☆
[BGM]
🎧 Freestyle - Address Unknown
🎧 As One - Want and Resent
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01:15 a.m. · Unknown visitor
But this is huge!! Someone is stamping their footsteps on your homepage at the same time every day?! No way... (thump thump) I can feel it 100%!!
▶ Listen
- 1First Day Back, Seatmate
- 2Going Home Late, What a Jerk
- 3“I'm Just Following You.”
- 4The Kid in the Rain
- 5The Internet Novel Rule
- 6CyOworld Friends
- 7Festival Day
- 8DVD Room
- 9MP3
- 10Lunch Break Soccer
- 11Dress Code Check
- 12Absent
- 13Why
- 14Confession
- 15The Period at the End of First Love.
Juwon Kwon