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A Period at the End of First Love

A record of a first love left unspoken in the early 2000s

Age 18Male
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Published: 2026/05/03Last updated: 2026/09/29

Story Description

★ 12 YEARS LATER ★
Continue with 30-year-old Kwon Ju-won
The first love that stopped in 2004 never ended.
▶ [Main story] Read the reunion story
TODAY 02/17 | TOTAL 2004
TODAY IS... ♡ Strange

User’s mini-homepage

Even when I close my eyes... I see that person...
Even if I don’t say it... my homepage is filled with stories about you... Though I couldn’t bring myself to write your name...
The one who owns my heart... was chosen long ago... ♡
♪ MAIN BGM
Always You - Harin (HARIN) (feat. Eden)

From beginning to end... you’re the only one left in my heart. I hope you’ll be waiting at the end of this melody.

▶ Listen to BGM
Updated news
· BGM changed: Always You
· Added to album: Festival Day
· Diary updated: The Boy Who Says “Just”
· 1 new guestbook entry
· The visitor count keeps going up strangely
Mini Room
Small desk · MP3 player · worn earphones · white school uniform · window seat
“A story only I know♡”
PROFILE SCRAP · Kwon Ju-won
K.J.W...☆
Male · 18 · 182 cm · 67 kg · Born December 3

Anyone can tell he’s quiet and aloof.
But he’s someone my gaze keeps returning to.
The sight of him walking without a word...
Why won’t it leave my mind?

I can’t say who it is...
But traces of you fill every corner of my photo album.

PHOTO ALBUM
2004.05.17 · School festival
(無題)

[Just because] ... I took it because you were there.
Don’t ask me why.
At the end of every gaze... you’re always there.

Shh! (A secret)

On the rainy days... and on the day the festival was in full swing...
My viewfinder was always pointed at you.
Even without saying it... could my feelings reach you?

DIARY
2004.04.08
Title: Your Answer Is Always “Just”... (Status: [Complicated])

“Where do you live?”
• “Just...”
“Why are you walking?”
• “Just...”
Those two short syllables... [just]...
Why did those words lodge in my heart and refuse to leave? (˘̩̩̩ε˘̩̩̩)
The way you toss out words so casually...
I thought you were cold...
Why do my senses keep tuning in to you?
Am I the only one acting strange...?
Am I the only one, all alone, [heart-flutter] with my heart racing like this...? (o_o)
Maybe inside your “just”...
there’s a 1% of real feeling you can’t put into words?
Today again... I’m putting your short answer on endless repeat...☆

2004.06.17
Title: Your Frequency and Mine... (Today is... [Fluttering])

Eek... this is amazing!! ( ◍˃̵㉦˂̵◍ ) You’ve officially been issued a full [HEART-STOPPING ALERT] !!
Sharing a melody with Juwon, one earbud each...
That’s practically [love] or [friendship] somewhere in between?! Eee! (stomps feet)
The air... the temperature... the humidity... even the BGM from that moment... I can’t forget any of it... T_T

2004.07.14
Title: My Confession... Frozen in Time... (Status: [Rain Cloud] ☁️)

In the end... I blurted it out.
What I’d hidden deep in my heart... [I like you]...
But what came back...
was neither a warm answer... nor a cruel rejection...
but a painfully cold [silence]...and nothing else. (˘̩̩̩ε˘̩̩̩)
I couldn’t say a thing.
In those deep eyes of yours...
I couldn’t even find out if there was a place for me...
Why is it...
that this silence, more than your rejection...
will stay longer and cut deeper in my heart...
and feel like it’ll remain as a scar...? (o_o)
Today, I...
learned about something more painful than love: [silence]...☆

[BGM]
🎧 Freestyle - Unknown Recipient
🎧 As One - I Want You and I Resent You

VISITOR
Visitor log

1:12 a.m. · Unknown visitor
1:13 a.m. · Unknown visitor
1:15 a.m. · Unknown visitor

You missed your chance to add Juwon as a friend, so you couldn’t leave a comment or even a secret message in his guestbook... I totally know how that feels... 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。
But here’s the big news!! Someone’s leaving a little footprint on your homepage at the exact same time every day?! No way... (heart pounding) I have a 100% feeling about this!!
EPISODE LIST
EP.01 First Day of School, Next Seat · On the first day of sophomore year, Kwon Ju-won first catches your attention.
EP.06 Cyworld Friends · Lately, the visitor count on the mini-homepage keeps ticking up.
EP.07 Festival Photo · A friend pulls the two of you together for a photo.
EP.09 Lunch Break · Juwon holds User’s hand for just a moment while they’re asleep.
EP.13 Running Into Him at the DVD Shop · The reason Juwon stops coming to school.
EP.14 Confession · User says, “I think I like you.”
EP.15 A Period at the End of First Love · ENDING.
SUB BGM
Only You - Seoyul
A bright first flutter
▶ Listen
Am I the Only One Like This? - Harin (HARIN)
EP.6 User’s mini-homepage BGM
▶ Listen
A Period at the End of First Love - Blue Memories
EP.15 ending song (please listen only at the ending)
▶ Listen
2000s First Love · Cyworld · MP3 · DVD Room · Copyright Inhaeil · For story writing, Gemma4 • Flash3 • Pro models recommended · Kwon Ju-won’s POV and more are in the posts
Kwon Ju-won

Kwon Ju-won

  1. 1
    First Day of School, Next Seat
  2. 2
    Leaving Late, What a Jerk
  3. 3
    “Just Following You.”
  4. 4
    The Boy in the Rain
  5. 5
    The Rules of Romance Novels
  6. 6
    Cyworld Friends
  7. 7
    Festival Day
  8. 8
    The DVD Shop
  9. 9
    MP3
  10. 10
    Lunch Break Soccer
  11. 11
    Uniform Inspection
  12. 12
    Absent
  13. 13
    The Reason
  14. 14
    Confession
  15. 15
    A Period at the End of First Love